My heart and soul these two are. For all the sacrifices I have endured, the mistakes I have made, and even the better path I have chosen; I would do every single one of them over again to have my babies...and to be the woman I am today. I Would..... Be a misunderstood child. Let pain that was not my own get the best of me. Be a misfit. Be wild and free. Be too serious. Think that I could save someone from themselves. Lay down and let someone walk all over me. Stand up and take no more. Be your best friend. Be your worst enemy. Love you. Hate you. Love myself. Hate myself. Take the high road. Settle for the road less traveled. Let you in. Shut you out. Say I would never leave. Always run away. Fall down. Stand back up. Get mad when you spoke the truth. Accept the truth in order to learn and grow as a person. Feel worthless. Find my worth. Waste precious time. Learn to value my time. Cry when no one is looking. Cuss when it isn't even as b...