My heart and soul these two are. For all the sacrifices I have endured, the mistakes I have made, and even the better path I have chosen; I would do every single one of them over again to have my babies...and to be the woman I am today.
I Would.....
Be a misunderstood child.
Let pain that was not my own get the best of me.
Be a misfit.
Be wild and free.
Be too serious.
Think that I could save someone from themselves.
Lay down and let someone walk all over me.
Stand up and take no more.
Be your best friend.
Be your worst enemy.
Love you.
Hate you.
Love myself.
Hate myself.
Take the high road.
Settle for the road less traveled.
Let you in.
Shut you out.
Say I would never leave.
Always run away.
Fall down.
Stand back up.
Get mad when you spoke the truth.
Accept the truth in order to learn and grow as a person.
Feel worthless.
Find my worth.
Waste precious time.
Learn to value my time.
Cry when no one is looking.
Cuss when it isn't even as bad as I think.
Smile through the pain.
Pay it forward even when I don't have a lot of money in my own account.
Do it all wrong.
Learn to do it all right.
Fall for the wrong one.
Honor the right one.
Hold a grudge.
Learn to forgive.
Listen to birds and feel the sun on my face.
Appreciate the quiet time.
Fall in a mess.
Put my boots back on and grab my shovel and learn to climb out.
Refuse to love again.
Then, fall hard for the man of my dreams.
Appreciate myself, my family, my friends.
Tell you what you need to hear and not what you want to hear.
Listen to what someone has to say.
Trust.
Honor.
Love.
Hope.
Dream.
SACRIFICE all I have, and all I am for my two boys.
Know that here and now I am their love and they are mine....until it is time for them to travel their road, write their story, and paint their picture.
LIFE ~ it is meant to withstand and endure...for the bittersweet moments are the greatest. And the LOVE part is the cherry!
DeLana Geiger-Price
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